I prefer old year! So what!

Episode 24:

Wow, 2009's plane has already landed. Who will be the people walk out of the plane? Who will I meet? So much anxious going on which is why every new year were not something I am happy or exited about. I do not feel like celebrating because nothing is worth celebrate since I do not feel that I have achieve any great things in my life yet. Time goes by and I still feel the same as all the previous year. A new year for me is something very stressful because there are lot more things that are waiting for me to do and I don't feel that I am ready. A lot of things will change in 09 but not me. I am sick of it. I want something different and fun in my life but just do not know how to create it. Things always seems to be different in a wrong way and not what I wanted to see or expected. Should I just change my perspective or should I just endure and keep on living my life. I definitely needs to learn the endurance with something or someone I do not like to.

Mr Obama, change is something easy to say but not easy to do though. Hopefully there will be changes in everything in me and the surroundings.

PS : I don't like the changes in ft. I'm speechless.

Shuffle please! XOXO GGFF