Shock the heart out

Episode 18:

Today can be described as my worst day ever! I never felt so negative and unsatisfied with someones and somethings.

I will concluded that today's class was the funniest class I have ever attended in my life! You know what our class did? We went Gurney SHOPPING with our lecturer to buy the story books for the orphans that we will be visiting on 25th of Nov! That was our lecturer's idea. I should be happy because get to go shopping right? Sadly, I don't! I think it is time for me to change my thought that college was not just study in class all the time. Maybe that will make me feel better.

I really cannot stand my classmates! They decided things without informing the class. They just went straight to the lecturer! It seems like they are acting in front of the lecturer behind our back! They showed to the lecturer that they care about the project & put in a lot of effort but only we know what are beneath all the lies. A bunch of fakers! Thank God I'm not the one that is been categorize into the 'non contribute' member but I do not know what they have told the lecturer. I believe that they told the truth. I do not hate them, just that I disagree on the way they handling things. They just find their own friends & discuss about the plans by themselves without updating us or at least tell us what are the next plan. It is unfair for us. We work as team so please show some respect ok!

Spotted: The girl that I accidentally stepped on her feet yesterday was entering the lobby behind her bf.

We were on the same elevator again but this time I do not step on her. What a coincident! I still did not apologize to her. There goes my reputation.

Discovered: PH was a Taiwanese! She immigrate to Penang when she was five. No wonder her slang was a bit different & very fair. She was a funny girl.

My dad called me around 10:30am when I was waiting them to settle their things before depart to Gurney. He told me that he has bought me my lunch and wanted me to went downstairs to take. My Jesus! What's wrong with you dad! Don't you know that I'm in morning class every Tuesday! Don't yelled at me saying that I should told you not to buy me lunch! At night only my mom scold my dad for not listened to what she said to him in the morning before he went to work. My mom has told him that I'm in morning class on this morning. I'm speechless! Sometimes I asked myself, do they care about me? I do not care what is their answer at all. I am numb. They just don't change. Still treat me the way that they treated by my grandparents.

Discovered: LY will be going to Sarawak for vacation on May 2009 for a week! Good for you.

All that won't kill me. It just make me stronger. XOXO GGFF